The Duality of Conscience

YHWH endowed us with a spiritual knowing of what is Good, a spiritual intimacy with Good.

This knowing is the result of the part of the Soul connected to our Spirit, and it is capable of expressing itself on a physical level in the form of uncomfortable feelings of guilt, fear and shame if our identity stands in contrast with what is Good.

We experience this as 'being wrong and suffering for it'.

There is a reason why we experience guilt, fear and shame when we go against a pure conscience.

In our Body the identity of Sin matures as we grow into adults, and we keep adding Sin to Sin.

Our Sins form a collective of memories together with registry settings which cause the release chemicals in our Body.

Those chemicals cause us to experience emotions and feelings connected to the memory of the Sin so that the thoughts or memories of Sin can express themselves as a physical reality by means of this release of chemicals.
This collective of memories contains triggers which activate (part of) this collective, and we experience this as 'being tempted in certain areas where we have sinned before'.
Not all temptation to Sin is the result of active interference of Demon Spirits, as a matter of fact, most of the time we are tempted by our own 'weaknesses'.

Just as our Body is set up to function as a vehicle for the identity of Evil, our Spirit still contains the knowledge of the identity of Good.

Our Soul is connected to both the Body and the Spirit and experiences the input of both.

This is the reason why we experience Dualism in our Soul: the conflicting input we receive in the Soul from the Body vs. the Spirit.

YHWH is Light and Goodness, and there is no Darkness or Evil in Him.

Since the principle of Dualism caused Creation to split up in a part of Good and a part which is not-Good, or Evil (Spiritual Darkness), those who identify with Evil will experience the Light of YHWH as pain and agony.

It is not really YHWH inflicting pain and agony, but the pain and agony are the result of the identification with Evil, and because of that, the properties of Evil cause those who identify with it to experience YHWH's Goodness as pain and agony.

We experience the reaction of Evil against YHWH's Light when we identify with Evil.

We are subject to an internal Dualism because we carry two mutually exclusive identities within us: the identity of Good, and the identity of Evil, and in our Soul we make the choice which of those two identities we want to align ourselves with.

Whenever we sin, our conscience sends out an alarm signal.

The function of the alarm signal simply is this: 'you have ventured across the border into the zone of non-existence, come back into the realm of existence in YHWH'.

This alarm signal in essence is not painful, nor does it bring about shame or guilt.

The reason why we experience the alarm signal of our conscience as guilt, fear and shame is due to our Body which carries the identity of Evil, and which expresses this identity of Evil as a physical reality in the form of emotions and feelings.
It is like an experience-filter which provides our Soul with the input of this experience.

So whenever our conscience sends out the alarm signal, our Body - being Evil- experiences this signal of the Light as pain and agony, or, guilt, fear and shame, and it expresses this guilt, fear and shame in the feelings and emotions of the Body.

Since our Soul is an integral part of the physical Body as well as the Spirit, it experiences the signal of our conscience through the response of our Body in our Soul as guilt, fear and shame.

The reason is simply due to the fact that our physical Body is an instrument for Evil and experiences any Spiritual Light as pain and destruction.
The feelings of guilt, fear and shame are the dominant reality for the Soul, because we have been plastered in a Body which is part of a reversed reality of Evil, so that the true order of reality, which is first the spiritual or metaphysical reality, and then the lower carnal reality of Earth, is reversed and we experience our Earth existence as the dominant reality.
It is only after experiencing YHWH's Salvation that a shift begins to grow in our Soul from the carnal identity to the spiritual identity so that the spiritual reality begins to dominate where before the carnal identity ruled over our Soul.

YHWH gave us our conscience in order to preserve us, so that we would not fall all the way into the pit of Evil through our Sins, but at least we would know a contrasting reality of Goodness in our Soul caused by the presence of the conscience.

It is like a guardian preserving and protecting us against being completely devoured by the black hole of Evil.

Our conscience has a secondary function: it enables us to identify with YHWH's Light, so that through obedience to our conscience and identifying with it we are enabled to identify with YHWH's Light in others, especially in the One He sent to deliver us from Evil.

If we learn to embrace our conscience in spite of the uncomfortable feelings it conjures up in our Body, then this choice we make in our Soul is a choice to identify with YHWH's Light, like a beacon lighting up the way back home.

Our reaction to our conscience becomes a pointer on the road of faith enabling us to identify with the Light of YHWH's Salvation in Yahshua.

Unfortunately the emotions of guilt, fear and shame we experience in our Body can be used as tools in the hands of the Fallen One to bind us in slavery, where we seek to make up for where we went wrong.

The problem is that we cannot make up for any Sin we are guilty of.

The only One who can remove the obstacle we created is YHWH.

Think of it this way: sinning is like multiplying a '1' with '0'.

The end result is that you become '0'.

Once you are a '0', no matter how many times you multiply '0' with another number, you remain '0'.

For you to be restored to being a '1' again, a '1' needs to be given (added) to you.

Evil in essence is the '0' of Creation, because YHWH is the '1', and Evil is everything which YHWH is not.

So, if YHWH is existence, Evil is non-existence, or '0'.

If YHWH then is existence, or '1', the only way for you to be restored to being '1' again after you sinned is when YHWH restores you by giving you His '1'.

And He gave us His '1' in Yahshua, so that through our belief in Him the '1' of a renewed Spirit is given to us.

The Adversary tries to keep us trapped in the cycle of shame, fear and guilt by dangling carrots in front of us which suggest we can atone for what we have done by compensating for it.

He uses the emotions of guilt, fear and shame as fuel for the motor which keeps us trapped in a cycle driven by those forces of guilt, fear and shame, first consciously, and later sub-consciously when we compensate and thus obscure the root causes acting as compulsive forces.

I have discussed this phenomenon in the article 'The Trapdoor' where you also will find a short, condensed example of this process of hypnotic conditioning.

The problem is that the presence of the emotions of guilt, fear and shame gives the Evil One the tools to create a false conscience, a pseudo-conscience which is a corrupted variation on our original conscience.
It is placed over the original conscience liked a colored lens.

He simply relates the memory of guilt, fear and shame in our Brains to concepts he suggested, so that we seek to save ourselves from our guilt, fear and shame by conforming to the concepts the Evil One suggested.

When we conform to these false concepts, hypnotic suggestions placed in our minds through conditioning at the hands of the Fallen Ones, we experience a false kind of salvation from guilt, fear and shame, a salvation which locks us tighter into the grip of the Fallen One.

This is one reason why one conscience differs from another: the presence of a false, manipulated conscience.

Listening to one's conscience is good if the conscience has not been substituted with a corrupted pseudo-conscience, but listening to the conscience which is the result of manipulation is an Evil thing.
Another reason why the conscience of one person differs from another is due to the fact that the purity of a conscience is a scale with different degrees.
To the degree that our carnal mind in the Body is able to cast a veil over our conscience is the degree to which we are lacking in purity.

Because of the existence of the false conscience, not everyone who listens to conscience equals a Good person, because one person's conscience is another's absurdity, or worse, another's lack of conscience.

That is why the new pope's suggestion that those who do not believe but follow their conscience would be forgiven for their sins is an absurdity at best.

This pope further added that, "There is sin, also for those who have no faith, in going against one's conscience.

Listening to it and abiding by it means making up one's mind about what is Good and Evil".

Aside from the fact that Evil and Sin are not defined by OUR standards, but by the definition YHWH bestowed on them, going against a false conscience which suggests you must do something to get rid of fear, guilt or shame is actually a GOOD thing, because it means you stop giving fuel to the bondage to the false conscience and thus to Evil.

Guilt, shame, fear as the result of an accusing conscience can only be resolved by YHWH, and instead of seeking to compensate, our first course of action should be to endure these feelings and the inner turmoil they cause, and to put these feelings before YHWH asking Him how we should deal with them, whether or not there is something we need to say or do, or not.

The pope's definition of Good and Evil is Luciferian.

It means that whatever you think to be Good IS Good, and whatever you deem Evil IS Evil, and by following your own concept of what is Good you will be saved.

Thus you become a god, defining Good and Evil on your own terms as well as inventing your own entrance ticket into Heaven.

And isn't that the old lie which the Adversary dangled as a carrot in front of Man, that we can become gods unto ourselves, making up our own minds about Good and Evil and creating our own paradigm of what is Good or Evil?

That is exactly what the Evil One has done, and he seeks to seduce us to follow his example into the destruction of Gehenna.

Following your conscience is Good for the person with a pure heart, but it is an abomination for the person held prisoner by a false conscience, an invisible mental prison created by the Evil One through the manipulation of guilt, fear and shame.

In the previous article I mentioned the example of a woman who compensated for her wrong reaction to a careless driver of a red corvette through food, and thus set herself up to become a prisoner of this hypnotic suggestion placed in her mind through her wrong reaction to stress.

Imagine that, instead of eating a snack after the incident, the woman had met the driver, and driven by feelings of guilt she would have compensated by being overly nice to this driver in an attempt to make up for the guilt.

This would set a conditioning pattern in motion which consists of seeking the approval of those who aggravate and stress her in order to compensate for the alarm signal of her conscience.

The hypnotic conditioning would act like a false conscience which suggests to the woman how she is able to create her own salvation from the accusing finger of her conscience, thus turning her into a prisoner of the false, corrupted conscience.

Not only that, but the false, corrupted conscience would turn her into a slavish people pleaser seeking the approval of those who abuse her.

Even if this woman finds Salvation in Yahshua, the conditioning pattern present in her memory bank will cause her to be bothered and under attack of her own mind whenever the memories in the network of neurons, -which are part of the conditioning-, are activated.

After finding Salvation in Yahshua any conditioning pattern becomes a legacy of Sin we have to learn to deal with by meeting this legacy in the right way.

If we do not act for or against the legacy by either indulging in it or by suppressing it, we do not give it energy, and by depriving it of energy the memories and their links become weaker.

Yes, Salvation is not just a one-time event after which we suddenly find ourselves in Heaven, no, quite the contrary, Salvation is a process uncovering patterns of Sin, thus allowing us to be released from the stronghold of these patterns.

This is what is implied by the expression 'to work out our Salvation'.

The patterns of Sin which used to imprison us and reduce us to being slaves to Evil become tools by means of which YHWH carves out our character and makes us strong after we have accepted Him as our Father, and His Yahshua as our Salvation.

It is the hypnotic conditioning through the pressure of cruelty and injustice which accounts for the Stockholm syndrome where a victim of hoodlums is turned into a lover and supporter of the hoodlums, thus actually ending up becoming a hoodlum, carrying the Evil identity the corruptors planted inside his/her mind.

This victim now has an Evil, corrupt conscience which keeps him locked into the spell of his saviors, the corruptors.

And this is why the pope's comment in the most favorable case testifies of the power of too much caffeine, an accidental slip of the tongue, or a lack of understanding, and in the worst case it testifies of the mind of a deceiver, a NWO puppet, and either way I'd be very careful with him.

All too often a false smile serves to cover a pit of Darkness beneath.

Listening to a conscience does not necessarily make a person good, because the conscience can be corrupted in the most detrimental way when we are held captive by a false, pseudo-conscience, one which was created through hypnotic conditioning.

The process of Salvation purifies and restores our conscience.

Salvation draws our Soul back into the restored Spirit so that instead of being turned into an extension of an Evil Body it is renewed, and becomes once again an extension of the Spirit ruling over the Body.

That which makes a false conscience possible is the Body and the way our carnal mind can be re-routed to misinterpret the signals sent out by our conscience.

When the emphasis in our Soul shifts from the carnal to the spiritual as a result of YHWH's Salvation process, the conditioning patterns operating in the realm of the carnal lose their power, thus releasing us to experience the conscience without our Body-mind compelling us to make up for moments when we fall.

As we learn to walk in harmony with YHWH, we no longer experience the presence of a conscience, because we are one with it.

And of course, walking in unity with YHWH has its price.

You become an alien in this world, but then again, you who belong to YHWH ALWAYS have been an alien in this strange land, from the day you were conceived and the Demons learned about your entrance into the Earth plane.

From that very day onward you became their target, and this demonic target practice will last until the very day you leave Earth, or until Yahshua comes to chase the Demons away.

The purer you become, and the greater the intimacy with Truth, the more this world will stand out to you as completely alien, and life in this alien world will seem like an exercise in futily.
Nihilism and Dadaism actually portray the fallen Satanic nature of this world very accurately, because without YHWH everything becomes meaningless and an exercise in absurdity.

The only way anything can have meaning is when we put YHWH first and make everything stand in service of our devotion to YHWH.

'Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven, and all things will be added', remember?

Sometimes the blanket of Evil cast over this world is so thick that it oppresses my Soul and causes suffering.
Under this blanket the world I see and experience is an exercise in futility, a chasing after wind, and I find myself unable to muster the energy to participate in this mad folly leading from nothing into nothing.
It makes me feel like an alien who landed on the wrong planet, especially when I can see so many people in the grip of Shadows without being aware of it.
They move to and fro whenever the Shadows move the strings on their costumes, unaware that the energy they invest in their efforts is a sacrifice of Life-force to their Dark overlords.

It is only when my dearest Father YHWH is there that I can find joy even under the most adverse circumstances, YHWH alone can give the meaning my Soul and Spirit thirst for in this desert wasteland of Earth sighing under the oppressive exploitation of the Satan and his Evil cronies.
And I very much long for the day when He will come to chase the Shadows back to their dark dreamworld so that we can be free and enjoy the Spring which Yahshua will bring us.

Have a blessed Shabbat, and persist in your devotion to YHWH.

The Evil One uses pressure and stresses in his attempts to make YHWH look like a liar who does not fulfill promises, but do not believe the deception.

YHWH cannot lie, and He always fulfills what He promised.

It's just that He works according to His own timetable, and He always has His reasons for allowing pressure and stresses of the Evil One into our lives.

They serve to strengthen our faith and draw out a character which endures and persists in its love for YHWH.

Don't forget, prayer is our mighty weapon of war, and it is supported and given ammunition through our love for and devotion to YHWH.

When the Evil Deceiver lashes his whip over our backs, our best and most effective form of resistance is through learning to endure and persisting in faith and love for YHWH.

That is when we turn the Fallen One, who sought to  enslave us to his Evil by turning our circumstances and feelings against us, into YHWH's useful idiot, a mere tool serving YHWH's purpose in his quest to make us extensions of his own Evil purpose.

Don't react on the level of the Evil One, fighting him with his own weaponry, because he is a skilled warrior.
You can never win from him by returning hatred with hatred, anger with anger, because whenever he is able to trigger your response he has already won before you act on the trigger.
He seeks to turn you into his extension through your reactions where you return Evil for Evil.
Focus on YHWH and look beyond the Evil One as if he does not exist.

David did not conquer Goliath by adopting his armament and fighting Goliath on his own terms.
No, David did not look at Goliath, but in faith he looked beyond Goliath.
He acted in faith, letting his faith rule his skills and brains so that he might be an instrument in the hands of YHWH and prevail over Goliath's Evil brawn.
Just as David conquered through faith and obedience to YHWH rather than responding on Goliath's level, and he cut off the head of Goliath, Yahshua conquered the Evil One, and He will return to cut off the head of the armies of Evil and thus slay the Dragon.
If we want to be victorious like David, we have to learn NOT to rise to the Adversary's challenge, but to look in faith to YHWH and act on His instructions, focusing our entire being on Him so that He can use us to bring the Adversary's pathetic attempts to destroy us to naught.

Be conquerors in faith and go for the gold, that you may be rewarded with the crown of Life.