The Actors

We are actors.

We are born into a play where so much pressure is put upon us that not only do we learn the script by heart and compulsively act it out, we literally become the role which was put upon us through the combined pressures of robot parents within the family structure, robot teachers within the schools we are forced to attend, corporations where robot managers bark and dominate the workplace, an entrepreneurial climate which dictates the standards we are to conform to if we want to stay alive as entrepreneurs.

If you want to venture into the upper echelons of society you have to be willing to kill as you have been killed, taking Souls as yours has been taken.

The pressure is constant and demanding, even to the extent that we come to fully identify with the standards, and the standards become us.

As you go with the flow the flow becomes you and replaces you, and you become the physical embodiment of the elements which contribute to the flow.

We were born as free Spirits in a prison which seeks to enslave our Spirit to the prison rules, so that our eternal free Spirit of the Light is transformed into an eternal slave Spirit of the Darkness ruling the prison.

We live our lives on the treadmills of our cages, and those who refuse to conform and fail to internalize the identity of the role forced upon them become the misfits, painfully aware of the cruelty of the system which prods them to run on the treadmill.

And they suffer, because they increasingly become aware of the deception and the cruelty lurking behind every aspect of the stage and the actors upon it.

Some of them find this so hard to bear they literally kill themselves.

That is what hurts me most, to see kindred Spirits crushed by the Darkness to the extent that it makes them kill themselves.

They lost their freedom and found themselves unable to deal with the loss.

And who of those who know freedom in their hearts can blame them?

It is this misery Ii became aware of when I was just a child.

Already on my first day in kindergarten, when the teacher tore up my drawing and told me to draw exactly within the lines, I learned about the nature and cruelty of prison Life on this planet the hard way.

I learned the lesson my Creator taught me when I stood on a gloomy foggy day observing the house I lived in as a small child, and I suddenly knew that I was surrounded by robots, even within my own family, and I should be careful in how I dealt with the robots lest they would turn against me and seek to transform me into a robot like they were.

Throughout my entire subsequent life it became painfully clear to what extent and in which measure this entire realm was but a prison in disguise, a nightmare which had trapped my Soul in a moment of Spiritual sleep so that it might impress its nature upon me.

In this nightmare Freedom is a threat.

Freedom means being awake, and being awake releases you from the grip of the nightmare.

So, within this nightmare Freedom had to be perverted so that slavery could pass as Freedom.

As long as the slaves remained intoxicated by the emotional slavery to the plethora of false concepts of Freedom, the slave would remain asleep, bound in chains to the world of the nightmare.

'Do as thou wilt' became the rule embodying the highest epitome of Freedom.

Yet when the will has been manipulated and shaped into the image of the manipulator, then exercising this will can never result in freedom.

It remains an extension of the one who pulls the strings and renders the concept of acting in accordance with one's own will useless, a folly of self-deception.

The fabricators of the nightmare train us to think according to conditioned patterns, and they succeed because we are born into a Body which is an extension of Man's fallen condition.

The external slavery is internalized though our own weaknesses, and succeeds through our identification with our indulgence of those weaknesses.

Those weaknesses become part of our identity, our role.

It is impossible to be truly free without learning to identify with our Creator.

You can always rebel against our Creator, but you can't rebel against the Devil, because he becomes you and you become him through your slavery and your acceptance of this slavery as your way of life, your personality.

I am not referring to religion here, because religion is just the fashion show of the Devil in disguise.

Freedom is something you will acquire by attending church or a synagogue, no, that's the opposite of freedom.

True freedom is true personal freedom is freedom you find in your heart because your Spirit made contact with the One Who embodies Freedom, the One Who created you and against Whom you can rebel any time, any place.

In our nightmarish play we are battered, slain in our Spirit so that it might be broken and reconstructed in the image of the role identity which serves those who lord it over us, drain us and exploit us.

Just as the ideal of the New Order seeks to break the Old Order and repair it in the image of the New Order, which is the order a certain group of select power hungry psychopaths seek to establish for their own benefit.

Little do they know that they too are exploited, just as we are, and they too will share in the suffering.

Even the labels of New Order and Old Order are expression of the deception which rules our prison, because they make it seem as if they are two contradictory systems.

They are not.

They are one and the same system, the New Order being the full, blatant outright manifestation of the character of the occult, secretive hidden powers which manipulated the Old Order so that it might pave the way for the establishment of the new blatant display of the Lie elevated to the highest standard attainable to man.

Conform, and you will thrive, rebel, and you will be destroyed.

We are put through an ongoing series of psychological mind altering circumstances varying in their degree of intensity, and because this is a gradual process we fail to detect it at first.

We tend to accept one after the other, until the pain of having so little of our true identity left demands action from our Spirit.

Either that, or we completely reject our Spirit and turn into full-fledged zombies.

As we grow in our awareness, we see the extent to which we are abused by those we trusted and who ought to have our best interest at heart, and we feel raped in our Souls.

And indeed we have been raped many times over, penetrated by Evil so that it might place its seed within us.

True education should draw out the qualities which are within so that unique personalities can take shape and grow, yet in our nightmare Evil reversed education so that it became the opposite of what true education is.

Education in our nightmare became the pressure which teaches us to conform and adopt roles which are not ours, it punishes us for not conforming and living up to expectations, while conforming to the plastic roles and living up to expectations are rewarded with high grades, bonus points, a bigger salary, public esteem.

Education here really is induction, a conditioning which reversed the original natural flow of drawing out that which is within and turned it into an unnatural flow which imposes the external upon the internal.

That never worked and always will fail in the children of Freedom, and they go through life carrying the pain of a sense of failure in their hearts, because they failed to live up to the expectations of a cruel inhuman system and this system made it all too clear to them that they failed.

The cruel system reduces us to spiritual poverty suffering at the hands of invisible tormentors acting through the system they created, whereas we could be spiritually rich and contributing to the beauty in this world if only the system of Evil were removed from the stage, and the veil hiding the perpetrators were lifted so that they would be exposed to the entire world for what they truly are.

We cannot live like animals which were designed to let their identity be shaped in the image of their environment.

We are Spirits in a human interface with a unique human Soul, a Soul loaded with specific talents which are designed to be energized through the Spirit, and the Spirit is to receive its impetus from the living Source of all energy, YHWH.

We were created to unfold from a natural flow from within.

What is referred to as education in this nightmarish play of life on Earth has been turned into the opposite: the flow is from the outside to the inside, creating a deep conflict and a stress upon the mental and spiritual health.

The processing power of our brains comes to stand in service of digesting and recombining the input from this perverted unhealthy flow, and the result may carry a semblance of intelligence, like Obama, but it really is a plastic phony veneer (a robotic mask) which cannot transcend the input it received.

True intelligence flourishes as a result of understanding, which is like the Spirit pouring Life into knowledge, and the parameters by means of which this intelligence operates are limitless by their very nature since they come from the input the Spirit gives.

YHWH is Spirit and limitless, and that is why understanding coming from Him reflects this limitless, transcending, living quality.

Seeking to impose an external role upon the identity of the Spirit is like trying to fit a square into a round hole: it cannot be done, even if you use a hammer.

And we get hurt, because the system has a wide variety of hammers for this purpose.

If they do not succeed in making us conform, they at least are capable of crippling us and beating us into submission.

Because we are Spirits it is the identity and the qualities of this Spirit which need to be drawn out in order for an individual to flourish and be happy instead of seeking to negate the Spirit by enforcing a straightjacket of an artificial identity upon us which does not fit.

We all conform to the pressures applied to us to varying degrees, but regardless of the extent to which we conform, ALL the children of the Light, the children of Freedom, have in common that we cannot continue to conform all of our Life.

There's a time for all of us when the pain makes us sit up and pay attention, and learn about the con-game which seeks to dupe our Soul

That is the moment we venture back on the road in search of the Freedom we lost, and that is when we become a liability in the system of queen Jezebel.

And she will do her best to eliminate the threat we pose as vessels of Freedom and Light in her prison of Darkness, because when others see in us the Freedom they also lost, and the Light in us illuminates the chains around their ankles, they too may want to be free and escape from Alcatraz.

Some do, others have fallen in love with their chains to such a degree that they come to hate the ones who reveal the true nature of their chains as tools which keep them chained to the prison walls.

These chains are not ornaments enhancing an abundantly rich and rewarding Life-style, they are Freedom robbers tying us to an impoverished and imprisoned Death-style.

Children of the Light will never fit into the role they are forced to adopt, they are incapable of keeping themselves fully immersed in this plastic identity, and as such they will always be misfits in the prison system, aliens in a strange land.

But queen Jezebel cannot kill all of them, since they are her life insurance.

Killing them would cause YHWH to act as her Destroyer, and if she wants to avoid that she needs to make sure to keep at least a number of them alive in her prison.

Life could be the most beautiful experience we could dream of, yet Evil turned it into our worst nightmare.

Evil takes away beauty and puts a misty haze over all the wonders of life, until all we are left with is an implanted personality in a steel grey foggy landscape.

That is where the current turmoil is leading up to through the destruction of the old, even though it will never succeed in fully realizing its goals.

In today's world we can observe how political leaders of our nations laugh at our problems and make fun of us, while pretending to have our best interest at heart.

They rape our minds without a shred of remorse, and we are expected to accept it as the ultimate blessing bestowed on us.

They lie as they are expected to, and feed us with their perverse steady diet of lies.

They expect us to sacrifice and sacrifice, yes, if they could get away with it they even would demand us to give them our firstborn as a sign of loyalty and devotion.

We are ruled by psychopathic habitual liars devoid of conscience, yet they play their role as philanthropists so well that they succeed in fooling the masses who continue to give them their vote.

They smile when they are expected to, they make laughing noises to create the impression that they too have a sense of humor, they water their eyes to make it look they are struck by grief like us, yet they are as cold and calculated as perfect rectangular graves.

They are moons, Lifeless barren surfaces which are always reflecting, always stone cold, always dead and lifeless, the perfect extensions of a system which comes from beyond the grave and seeks to devour our Souls into its ever hungry dark hole of oblivion.

In their callous frame of mind they now collectively collaborate to create a sociological and ideological bomb in order to induce the need for drastic methods of intervention in the minds of the victims this bomb will create.

If creating fugitives aids their ambition, then they have no qualms about calling the circumstances into life which give rise to the hordes of fugitives they need for their goal.

Their game is to manipulate circumstances so that the objective they have in mind comes about as the result of manipulated circumstances and the way people and politicians react to them.

They are as cold and hard as ice, and their game of manipulation renders them invisible as the shapers and movers of the setting of the play.

The current influx hordes of Muslim fugitives is no coincidence, it has been methodically calculated and designed to create the right kind of circumstances which will allow them to increase their power and authority, and the psychological pressures and manipulations will even make the public cry out for intervention no matter what the cost might be.

The manipulative forces behind the turmoil designed to pave the way for the world order they desire, one which will put them in the seat of monarchs ruling over human cattle which is kept under strict control and supervision, are taking a big risk.

They create a turmoil with great risks attached to it, and even though they have taken precautions to ensure they will end up on top in case things work out differently, the risks involved may take a turn which they have not anticipated, one which will reduce them to the status of the victims they intend to create.

And that is exactly what YHWH will do, so that in the end the victimizers become victims of their own  cruel game, and the victims they created will turn into victors.

The path leading up to this final victory is setting in, and the things poised to come upon this world are beyond our imagination and will create so much confusion that it will reduce some to a catatonic state where they simply shut off from reality.

Imagine an Armageddon on all fronts,  a snowball which constantly increases in size until it destroys all, an Armageddon which entails the collapse of the financial system, the collapse of society, the collapse of the traditional values you grew up with, the collapse of the electronic information grid, the collapse of your sense of safety, the collapse of government which suddenly shows you its cold tyrannical face, the collapse of Medicare where your distrust of health professionals as extensions of the pharmaceutical industry takes on another dimension when DNA-modifying medication and procedures as well as the rise of 'better' genetically modified human beings spread like a disease, environmental disasters unlike anything we have seen before, the collapse of provisions you took for granted such as food and water, aliens posing as our creators.

It will turn into an Armageddon of the psyche as people find themselves unable to cope with the change.

But as we are stripped from the elements which are part of the external environment that created the false identities, what remains but that which we truly are within?

That is when the difference between the conformists and the children of the Light will become very apparent, because the children of the Light will still have their identity intact as others lose it all and open up like never before to a new kind of programming.

That which was seen as a weakness in the children of the Light will show itself to be their strength as they find Freedom and their true identity when others lose theirs and embrace the shackles of queen Jezebel.

We who suffer, we who are aliens to the dream, we who became misfits by virtue of our incapability to adopt and identify with the lies which were told to us, we only have one way out, and ironically it is the very pain of becoming aware of the true nature of Life which serves to drive us to our way out.

Our way out is to be found only in the ultimate Freedom Fighter, the One Who never conformed, and that is Yahshua.

I know, it is an anti-climax to some, that after everything I wrote I write something which reeks so much of having conformed to a religion.

I have not.

Maybe you expected some deep philosophical wisdom, some advice on how a particular meditation exercise can lead you back to freedom, but it is the choice of our Creator to give the answer incorporated in the name of one Man, Yahshua.

It is when you believe in His words and seek the presence of your Heavenly Father that you are on your way back to Freedom.

Faith is the key, the action which is required on your part.

By Faith the power of the Spirit is activated through you to the extent that you are able to influence and even shape reality.

Freedom is found in turning our hearts to our Creator and learning to stand back from our own thoughts, feeling and emotions, giving them over to the authority of our Creator.

No, not religion, not mumbling pre-fabricated plastic prayers, no hocus pocus of using the right religious formula, but rather a Breath of Freshness within our Souls, a Breath Which comes from our Creator as He breathes His freedom-giving Life-bringing Spirit in us, and identifying with that Breath as OUR Breath, OUR identity.

Belief is being sealed into the creating flow of our Creator, being restored to the free individual you were created to be.